cyber-wendy

I wish I could be more of the not-so-much-little girl I used be.

She was stronger.
She had a light soul, an honest happy smile and soulful eyes.
She also had a strength that no little girl was expected to have.
And even with all the darkness she faced, she still sparkled.

And she could draw, write, sing, play and create an entire new world. She could make everything happen.

She dreamt magical dreams. And she went for the biggest of challenges, the grandest goals.

She had no pathlines to where I've come.

I look back and I smile proudly at a enchanting little girl who would be sad and disappointed about who I have become, knowing she'd share a silent tear and would try to tender all the scars I collected along the way.

Because she is good and kind...
... and I'm just completely lost.

;D

Once upon a time, there was this girl. Ordinary. Blond. Green eyes.
Not as strong as she thought, flexible and unbeatable as she never imagined.

She grew up. She couldn't stop time - and time sometimes was just too slow.
She wanted more and more.

Kicked her past and flew to another place. Saw herself forced to face life alone, deal a complete new deal, new everything without anyone around to help - only counting on a few to listen some few times.
She had it all, and now seemed to have nothing.

Did you care?
Neighter did she.

She took it all, and then she took some more again.
Her skin got thicker, she got stronger; with all the hurts and pain, she became better. And better than that, she lost herself so many times that she doesn't feel like having anything to lose anymore. She is ready to go even further away, at anytime, to anywhere.


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Is anybody donating points? Does anybody there thinks I deserve some?
If you'd like to donate, please: cyber-wendy.deviantart.com/?gi…

If have any idea of a new anything for me to do (picture, vector, draw...) based on what you already saw on my (tiny) gallery, please, let me know! I've been quite stressed, so I ran out of ideas... :S