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... I'm back again.
I went through dark times, caotic experiences, good ones, remarkable ones... And I learnt a lot. But I quit drawing for a long, looooong time.
Today I got something that, for me, is about to become true - and this shit becoming true I think is really sad for me. But I cant complain, I knew it since ever. Whatever... But somehow, I had to put it all out.
And I started putting everything out watching a good movie, receiving this news, listening to sad and good musics AND starting to draw again. I didnt finish yet, and I liked it so much the way it is, that I guess I'll never finish.
I know I set SADNESS as my mood for this moment - it's because I am really sad about SO MANY things, that I can even say... but this draw, this draw made me very VERY happy about my own.
Anyway, all I wanted to say is something I ended up saying to myself when I "finished" this draw:
*Sometimes we can't even imagine that what kills us can be the same thing wich will bring us back alive.*
I went through dark times, caotic experiences, good ones, remarkable ones... And I learnt a lot. But I quit drawing for a long, looooong time.
Today I got something that, for me, is about to become true - and this shit becoming true I think is really sad for me. But I cant complain, I knew it since ever. Whatever... But somehow, I had to put it all out.
And I started putting everything out watching a good movie, receiving this news, listening to sad and good musics AND starting to draw again. I didnt finish yet, and I liked it so much the way it is, that I guess I'll never finish.
I know I set SADNESS as my mood for this moment - it's because I am really sad about SO MANY things, that I can even say... but this draw, this draw made me very VERY happy about my own.
Anyway, all I wanted to say is something I ended up saying to myself when I "finished" this draw:
*Sometimes we can't even imagine that what kills us can be the same thing wich will bring us back alive.*
Quick Glance at the Mirror of Time
I wish I could be more of the not-so-much-little girl I used be.
She was stronger.
She had a light soul, an honest happy smile and soulful eyes.
She also had a strength that no little girl was expected to have.
And even with all the darkness she faced, she still sparkled.
And she could draw, write, sing, play and create an entire new world. She could make everything happen.
She dreamt magical dreams. And she went for the biggest of challenges, the grandest goals.
She had no pathlines to where I've come.
I look back and I smile proudly at a enchanting little girl who would be sad and disappointed about who I have become, knowing she'd sh
The Most Interesting Jounal EVER
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Don't have and can't get enough
Once upon a time, there was this girl. Ordinary. Blond. Green eyes.
Not as strong as she thought, flexible and unbeatable as she never imagined.
She grew up. She couldn't stop time - and time sometimes was just too slow.
She wanted more and more.
Kicked her past and flew to another place. Saw herself forced to face life alone, deal a complete new deal, new everything without anyone around to help - only counting on a few to listen some few times.
She had it all, and now seemed to have nothing.
Did you care?
Neighter did she.
She took it all, and then she took some more again.
Her skin got thicker, she got stronger; with all the hurts
Deep on the Rabbit Role
Just wondering... how long can you stick with something when you aren't achieving anything?
Time doesn't stop and nothing in the universe will wait for you, no matter what is the reason you have.
Just changing subjects to get this less personal, yesterday I was reading some sci-fi quotes and I read to about this guy and I got really keen about finding something else he thought/wrote. So I got a .pdf from him (his name is Jack Handy). Is quite dark humor, but still, here goes one:
"I don't think I'm alone when I say I'd like to see more and more planets fall under the ruthless domination of our solar system."
"I can picture in my mind a wo
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